Hey everyone, well since my last journal entry things have only seemed to get worse. I got strep throat last week from my little brother and since then it's only gotten worse. I think it's developed into the flu because I've got upset stomach, body aches, chills, the usual flu stuff. I'm really worried about this turning into pneumonia because I'm prone to get that in the winter. I have for the past two years, last year it put me in the hospital. This is the third week I've been out of school, and I know that my teachers are not happy about that but there's nothing I can do. The drugs the doctor gave me really aren't working, but hopefully -shrugs- I don't know. But the worse part of it all? I've lost my creative flow. I've tried to turn out a couple of things and I've ended up scraping all of it because everything seems forced and unnatural. It sucks. I'm really starting to get pissed off. So I don't know when I'll be able to get something put up, I'm also supposed to be writing a book for school but so far, I've got nothing.

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Okay so I’ve been working on some art and from time to time I’ve been working on my stories too, trying to get chapters updated. But sadly…I have an addiction that is taking time away from my DeviantArt activity. The culprit’s name? Facebook. More importantly, Farm Town on Facebook. I know it’s sad. All of my friends say that it’s taking over my life and I know that it is. Tonight I spent three hours on there working up to get enough money so I could buy a limited edition Hunted Farm House because I’m going to build a graveyard at my farm. *sigh* I don’t know.

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Any of my male followers, you're going to want to skip this first part, girls you'll be able to sympathize.

Well I've been off of my birth control since about mid June because Mario left for boot camp, so I figured why be on it if I'm not going to have sex? Well I forgot that birth control also helps regulate your menstrol cylces and causes you less pain. Well my mom called my doctor to ask her to call the pharmacy and get me a refil of my pills, but the doctor said that I had to come in for a check up before she would give me more, this was last month. I haven't started yet, but I think I'm going to in the next week or so. How do I know? Because this whole week I've had cramps bad enough to keep me out of school. My cramps are so intense that I'm doubled over on the floor in tears. It's massive pain and all I want to do basically is die. Once they were so bad that I threw up. But I think I know why mine are so intense. When I was 12 I was diagnosed with two cysts. I had one on an ovary and one on a kidney. I think becaue I had that one on my ovary, it makes my cramps hurt alot more. Medicine doesn't help, unless it's my birth control, and I cant take that again until I start my pirod. It just really sucks, cause I've been out of school all week, now I'm going to have to go in and explain to my male biology teacher why I've been out all week. That's not going to be fun. I might have one of my best freind's mom tell him, cause she's one of my teachers too. I don't know.

Anyway. I've been working on a new fanfiction, but half way through the fourth chapter I kind of liked it alot, so it might turn out to be a book. I haven't decided yet. I'm almost done with Battle of the Bands, and yeah I know I need to work on Konoha U, I just find it boring, I will finish it I just don't know when. Maybe I'll write a chapter tonight, I'll have to re-read a few chapters because I honesly don't remembe what I was going to do next. *sigh* I don't know this week hasn't been a good one. Hopefully I'll be feeling better enough tomorrow, a couple freinds want to go bowling so we'll have to see about that.