Oxycotton Xanax Bars Percocet and Lortab
Valiums Morphine patches Exstacy and it's all up for grab
What you want what you need hit me up I got you mane

Time: 4:28 A.M.
Mood: Alone.
Song: Alone in This Bed by Framing Hanley.

Well pretty much I feel alone and heart broken. You all know that my boyfreind Mario is off at boot camp. Well I got a letter from him the other day and I wrote back to him but...I just haven't been able to wait for another letter to write back to him. I've been working on a letter pretty much all week and it's not helping me miss him less that's for sure. I wrote him this letter before he left that I wanted to give him to take with him, but I forgot to give it to him and I found it yesterday while I was cleaning my room. I read it and it made me cry because everything I wrote is true. I feel like I'm hollow and alone even though I'm not. I've got the closest besti in the world, but she's 3000 miles away from me. I wish we lived closer because I know that no matter what I can always call her and she'll let me complain and vent to her over the phone. She sits with me when I cry and always can make me smile when I'm feeling down. None of my freinds that live close to me can do that. And I love her for that. But it doesn't change the fact that I'm missing the one person who has almost all of my heart. I want him to come home now but I know he cant. It's going to be January before I see him again. What am I going to do? It's only been a little over a month and I'm already breaking down like this. Doctor Deviants I need your help. What do you guys do when you're depressed?

Well...Okay so I know I havent posted anything new other then pictures in a long time. Maybe I'll try to get somethin up because I haven't been to bed yet and I'm not tired. So we'll see if my sleep deprived brain can push out anything worth posting. Until next time. --Ashli.

Scarecrow, scarecrow whats that you popping?
A powerful pill they call Oxy Contton
But it's so tiny, that it got you dragging
Haven't you heard big things come in small packages